lights are on but no one's home

i'm so bloody bored it's not funny... sighs. i need to find/ rediscover a passion. soon.

so right, the other day i went to see my bro's new place. it's pretty cool, cos it's prison officer quarters. no, it does not look any different from normal flats. in fact, it's a bit condo- ish. minus the pool. great view of the airport. urhm and the prison. look out the living room window and you can see the inmates if they're outside! hmm...

you know how when you enter a house, you either feel really creeped out or really welcome? we felt really welcome. my favourite room in the house is gonna be the baby's (akan datang) room. and guess what? my sis- in- law wants me to decorate it. :D woohoo! think the extent of 'decorate' is just painting the walls with murals and stuff but who cares? get to exercise my almost dead creativity. hmm gonna need some inspiration... ilham right? this reminds me of that song... 'beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang/ meraba aku dalam kelam...izinkan ku mencuri hayalan denganmu... kau ilhamku' or something like that. think if i ever get a son i'll name him ilham. haha berangan.

anyway.

my mum came into my room just now and dropped some news- i'll probably have to shift to my bro's room after he clears all his stuff out and give up my room to my bro and sisters. noooooooo! cos she says bro's room is too small for the 3 of them to share. agreed. all of them are currently sleeping in the master bedroom and this is a hassle when my dad has to go to work in the morn. agreed. i can claim all the wardrobe space in the room and fill it with my junk without anyone disturbing it. agreed.

why do they not want to sleep in my bro's room? cos the air- con ain't working. bah. i shouldn't have switched my air- con on... cos now they know it's working and i hadn't been using it for the past few months out of sheer choice and not cos i can't. double bah. i'm gonna have to relocate all my worldly possessions, and will possibly have to do this again a few months from now when we shift house due to the enbloc (god willing). triple bah.

then again, what the hell am i complaining about? i LOVE shifting! even if it's just to the room yonder, it represents a fresh start. i also get to declutter and throw out stuff that i'm holding on to due to sentimental reasons but don't really care about anymore as the years dull the memories. woohoo!

uh so yeah. that's the story. i forget what the conclusion is.