Saturday, May 27, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
premiere jour
had my first day in my new department just now. i have work to do already! i have job responsibilities! i have my own desk! woohoo! i also have a teleconference tomoro morning. oh man.
i'm scared ah. people have expectations of me now. damn. what if i fall short?? my 'work buddy' is the senior exec. there will be 5 of us (managers, senior execs, execs) under the senior manager. we will be responsible for product development, marketing, etc. i have to start reading the friggin' papers lor. financial section no less. and get this- i have to use a financial calculator!! is there no escape?? been avoiding the stupid thing like crazy and now it's here to haunt me forever. well, for as long as i stay in this department anyway.
think i was the first one in office this morning. or it seemed like it. came in at about 8.15am (8.15AM!!) and the doors were shut, there didn't seem to be anyone around. i was like, hmm... strange. so i went down, had a little chat with the guard, and went upstairs again. the doors were miraculously open. stupid thing is, i thought there was a pin code to open the glass doors. so i was standing there, looking around for a bell or something to press so the 2 persons i saw inside could come open the door. it then dawned on me that they were staring at me and wondering why the hell i wasn't going in since the door wasn't locked in anyway at all. doh.
people start at 9 in this area. i wanna stick to 8.30. haha. though i have a feeling either they will ask me to start at 9 too or i will have to stay till 6 anyway. bummer. i tell you ah, i hate peak hour traffic man. i cannot even begin to imagine how many unwashed bodies i came in contact with during my journey to the office. these people don't bathe in the morning man. and they smell like it!! what's so hard about a quick shower in the morning before you leave? it's not like we have sub- zero temperatures! bloody hell. it did not help that there was a lingering stench of stale cheese in the bus on the journey home. can die ok. disgusting.
now if you will excuse me i have to go through the financial section in the past sunday times and get clippings. of what? i have no idea. i'm hoping i will know it when i see it. this is called acting hardworking. wahaha. i'm still in slacker mode. gotta snap out of it man. soon.
did i mention that it is bloody freezing in the office? it is bloody freezing. was in the meeting room with my buddy and i couldn't take proper notes cos my fingers were almost numb and my nails had turned purple. i kid you not. wahlau. guess who has to take minutes at meetings...? i think i should invest in gloves.
i'm scared ah. people have expectations of me now. damn. what if i fall short?? my 'work buddy' is the senior exec. there will be 5 of us (managers, senior execs, execs) under the senior manager. we will be responsible for product development, marketing, etc. i have to start reading the friggin' papers lor. financial section no less. and get this- i have to use a financial calculator!! is there no escape?? been avoiding the stupid thing like crazy and now it's here to haunt me forever. well, for as long as i stay in this department anyway.
think i was the first one in office this morning. or it seemed like it. came in at about 8.15am (8.15AM!!) and the doors were shut, there didn't seem to be anyone around. i was like, hmm... strange. so i went down, had a little chat with the guard, and went upstairs again. the doors were miraculously open. stupid thing is, i thought there was a pin code to open the glass doors. so i was standing there, looking around for a bell or something to press so the 2 persons i saw inside could come open the door. it then dawned on me that they were staring at me and wondering why the hell i wasn't going in since the door wasn't locked in anyway at all. doh.
people start at 9 in this area. i wanna stick to 8.30. haha. though i have a feeling either they will ask me to start at 9 too or i will have to stay till 6 anyway. bummer. i tell you ah, i hate peak hour traffic man. i cannot even begin to imagine how many unwashed bodies i came in contact with during my journey to the office. these people don't bathe in the morning man. and they smell like it!! what's so hard about a quick shower in the morning before you leave? it's not like we have sub- zero temperatures! bloody hell. it did not help that there was a lingering stench of stale cheese in the bus on the journey home. can die ok. disgusting.
now if you will excuse me i have to go through the financial section in the past sunday times and get clippings. of what? i have no idea. i'm hoping i will know it when i see it. this is called acting hardworking. wahaha. i'm still in slacker mode. gotta snap out of it man. soon.
did i mention that it is bloody freezing in the office? it is bloody freezing. was in the meeting room with my buddy and i couldn't take proper notes cos my fingers were almost numb and my nails had turned purple. i kid you not. wahlau. guess who has to take minutes at meetings...? i think i should invest in gloves.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
although we've come to the end of the road...
today was my last day of work in my department. i use the term 'work' loosely. the first thing i did in the morn was send an email to the slacker of a HR person, asking him to hurry up and send me a confirmation email about my transfer. the week before, all the bosses involved, the HR person and i already agreed verbally that it was going to happen. is it that hard to write a frigging email to make it official?? jeeeeeez. as you can imagine, i was all hyper and anxious the whole week, waiting for it to drop. why? cos it ain't over till the HR person sends me the goddamn email.
he did. at 11.45am. which is good, cos i told myself that if it wasn't done by noon i would call him up and bug his ass off. the manager at my new department was nice enough to send me a welcome email cos she isn't gonna be around tomoro morn when i show up. so sweet right? haha. i feel welcome already!
so yeah, all i did at work today was go for a 2 hour lunch with a few colleagues, pack up my things, go around talking to people and take some photos. haha. good stuff. then sometime in the afternoon my team leader called my hp and asked me to go upstairs (we have a 1st floor and 2nd floor). see, now usually i'm rotting away at my cubicle on the 2nd floor, but today i got ousted from my seat cos someone needed the space for telemarketing. i went downstairs to use one of the tablets lah, and to kacau the people there. when i went upstairs, surprise surprise, there was like a farewell so called 'tea'. except that there wasn't any tea, but there were loads of otah-otah, epok-epok, nuggets and the like.
my team leader kinda made a short speech, then i had to make one. after which my lady boss made me do something stupid. i had to pick up a nugget with my teeth and dip it in the sauce. now we all know that when your face is that close to sauce and she's pinning your arms down, only one thing can happen. thank god it didn't, cos i had the sense to pin her arms down instead. wahaha. uh and because of my own big mouth, i had to pass the nugget to her. doh. cos when they suggested i had to dip it in sauce, i was like, dip then wat? pass to someone ah? yes i know. stupidity. it was fun though. haha.
oh oh i got a card and presents too! i love cards! the presents were a ceramic box with my birth month stone(peridot) on it and a charm bracelet. i've always wanted a charm bracelet! hehe. so exciting.
after having spent the first 7 months of my working life in that department, i do feel sad about leaving. even though i've been looking forward to it for a long time. i'm just hoping that there will be nice people in the new dept and that i'll be able to handle whatever they throw at me. cos i'm planning on being an examplary executive. first 3 months must be a bit power, then can slack. haha.
just ironed my outfit for tomoro's '1st day at work'. i'm wearing the pants i promised not to wear again cos it's got bits of elastic sticking out. i'm wearing them cos i need to wear black pants (ahem) and i can't fit (yet!) into the other dark coloured pants that i have. wahaha. sighs. bloody slacker. should get my expanding waist to the gym pronto. lucky working nearby now. phew. oh i'm also wearing the shirt i bought for regular price at the robinson's sale. go figure. it's quite gigolo if you ask me. a bit shiny and uh... hmmm. well i like it. so there.
i can't believe i'm reporting at 8.30am tomoro. 8.30AM!! urgh. who the hell goes to work that early. i'm used to waking up at that time dammit. wahaha. ok guess i should go tido and set my alarm and all that. goodnight and good luck.
he did. at 11.45am. which is good, cos i told myself that if it wasn't done by noon i would call him up and bug his ass off. the manager at my new department was nice enough to send me a welcome email cos she isn't gonna be around tomoro morn when i show up. so sweet right? haha. i feel welcome already!
so yeah, all i did at work today was go for a 2 hour lunch with a few colleagues, pack up my things, go around talking to people and take some photos. haha. good stuff. then sometime in the afternoon my team leader called my hp and asked me to go upstairs (we have a 1st floor and 2nd floor). see, now usually i'm rotting away at my cubicle on the 2nd floor, but today i got ousted from my seat cos someone needed the space for telemarketing. i went downstairs to use one of the tablets lah, and to kacau the people there. when i went upstairs, surprise surprise, there was like a farewell so called 'tea'. except that there wasn't any tea, but there were loads of otah-otah, epok-epok, nuggets and the like.
my team leader kinda made a short speech, then i had to make one. after which my lady boss made me do something stupid. i had to pick up a nugget with my teeth and dip it in the sauce. now we all know that when your face is that close to sauce and she's pinning your arms down, only one thing can happen. thank god it didn't, cos i had the sense to pin her arms down instead. wahaha. uh and because of my own big mouth, i had to pass the nugget to her. doh. cos when they suggested i had to dip it in sauce, i was like, dip then wat? pass to someone ah? yes i know. stupidity. it was fun though. haha.
oh oh i got a card and presents too! i love cards! the presents were a ceramic box with my birth month stone(peridot) on it and a charm bracelet. i've always wanted a charm bracelet! hehe. so exciting.
after having spent the first 7 months of my working life in that department, i do feel sad about leaving. even though i've been looking forward to it for a long time. i'm just hoping that there will be nice people in the new dept and that i'll be able to handle whatever they throw at me. cos i'm planning on being an examplary executive. first 3 months must be a bit power, then can slack. haha.
just ironed my outfit for tomoro's '1st day at work'. i'm wearing the pants i promised not to wear again cos it's got bits of elastic sticking out. i'm wearing them cos i need to wear black pants (ahem) and i can't fit (yet!) into the other dark coloured pants that i have. wahaha. sighs. bloody slacker. should get my expanding waist to the gym pronto. lucky working nearby now. phew. oh i'm also wearing the shirt i bought for regular price at the robinson's sale. go figure. it's quite gigolo if you ask me. a bit shiny and uh... hmmm. well i like it. so there.
i can't believe i'm reporting at 8.30am tomoro. 8.30AM!! urgh. who the hell goes to work that early. i'm used to waking up at that time dammit. wahaha. ok guess i should go tido and set my alarm and all that. goodnight and good luck.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
keep walking
went for the new paper big walk this morning. woke up at the ungodly hour of 0530hrs. i don't even wake up that early for work. or anything else for that matter. thank goodness i'm on night shift tomoro. mmm sleep...
saw a few familiar faces at the event. it was crowded. and hot. i hate the feeling of the sticky, sweaty bodies of total strangers rubbing against my equally sticky and sweaty arms. grossness. my companion for the day was diyana j. haha thanks for letting me pick the makan place.
what can i say about the event... it was ok lah. like the other big walks. i'm gonna make a complaint tho. do u know that there were no water stations until after the midpoint?? ONE water station over a distance of 10km. that is just plain mean. and stupid. who the hell decided that one?? dah lah panas. siak. gggrrr.
ok ah sleepy. zzzzzzz....
saw a few familiar faces at the event. it was crowded. and hot. i hate the feeling of the sticky, sweaty bodies of total strangers rubbing against my equally sticky and sweaty arms. grossness. my companion for the day was diyana j. haha thanks for letting me pick the makan place.
what can i say about the event... it was ok lah. like the other big walks. i'm gonna make a complaint tho. do u know that there were no water stations until after the midpoint?? ONE water station over a distance of 10km. that is just plain mean. and stupid. who the hell decided that one?? dah lah panas. siak. gggrrr.
ok ah sleepy. zzzzzzz....
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
been a long time comin'...
the news i'd been waiting for forever finally came just now... i'm getting posted to my new department! hopefully effective monday but my current supervisor thinks it's too short notice and wants me to stay a couple more days. i'm like, nooooooooooooooo! of course, i can't do anything about it lah since i can't tell her how miserable i am in this dept. haha. did i mention i have almost nothing to do? will bug her tomoro about when i'm actually leaving. if i must start on mon, die ah must do everything by tomoro. cos i'm off on fri. hmm...
oh ya, speaking of bugging, it works, people. if i hadn't emailed the HR dude to enquire on the status of my posting i don't think he would've told me. if i hadn't gone to my supervisor after lunch and asked her whether she got his email, she would've forgotten about it. cos when i asked she was like, ya i think i glanced through it just now... like, hello?? it's been a long time coming from my point of view and she just glanced?? sungguh tak adil. but then again i guess she has more important stuff to do than worry about my welfare. haha.
i'm looking forward to what could possibly be my last offday in a while. why? cos i got me a ticket to da vinci code! hehe. watching the morning show. good ah, not crowded, can relax. yes, one ticket. singular. i'm back to my solo movie outing on off day routine. dunno if it can still be called routine if this is the last time i'm doing it though... hmm. might also drop by queensway to look for running shoes... hmm...
anyways, back to work issues. think i might be in a spot of trouble, the kind where they might cut off my access to some of the databases and perhaps issue a warning letter too. they were questioning why i was accessing the info of a vip customer. the truth of the matter is, i was just plain kepo. wanted to see if this person was a customer. this person was. so that's about it. curiousity satisfied. i can't even remember anything i saw. nothing much to see anyway. don't think they will see it from my point of view though. curiosity killed the cat. indeed. mampus aku. no, i didn't tell my supers. i bet they already know. or they will soon. haha.
seriously, do you think i'm in trouble?
oh ya, speaking of bugging, it works, people. if i hadn't emailed the HR dude to enquire on the status of my posting i don't think he would've told me. if i hadn't gone to my supervisor after lunch and asked her whether she got his email, she would've forgotten about it. cos when i asked she was like, ya i think i glanced through it just now... like, hello?? it's been a long time coming from my point of view and she just glanced?? sungguh tak adil. but then again i guess she has more important stuff to do than worry about my welfare. haha.
i'm looking forward to what could possibly be my last offday in a while. why? cos i got me a ticket to da vinci code! hehe. watching the morning show. good ah, not crowded, can relax. yes, one ticket. singular. i'm back to my solo movie outing on off day routine. dunno if it can still be called routine if this is the last time i'm doing it though... hmm. might also drop by queensway to look for running shoes... hmm...
anyways, back to work issues. think i might be in a spot of trouble, the kind where they might cut off my access to some of the databases and perhaps issue a warning letter too. they were questioning why i was accessing the info of a vip customer. the truth of the matter is, i was just plain kepo. wanted to see if this person was a customer. this person was. so that's about it. curiousity satisfied. i can't even remember anything i saw. nothing much to see anyway. don't think they will see it from my point of view though. curiosity killed the cat. indeed. mampus aku. no, i didn't tell my supers. i bet they already know. or they will soon. haha.
seriously, do you think i'm in trouble?
Monday, May 15, 2006
jiwang song
hmm was just listening to one of my old cds and came across this song.
just as i am- guy sebastian
i could be a mystery cover up my heart
never show my emotions always keep you in the dark
i could fire a funny line impress you for a while
hide the way that im feeling behind my smile
but i dont wanna lie be something that im not
cant promise you the moon and stars but i
swear to you my love
never show my emotions always keep you in the dark
i could fire a funny line impress you for a while
hide the way that im feeling behind my smile
but i dont wanna lie be something that im not
cant promise you the moon and stars but i
swear to you my love
just as i am
i give myself to you
just as i am
ill never make it through
coz you are the love i need
the life inside of me
so here i stand
just as i am
i can try playin shy or charm you with my words
let you see through the sweet heart which is only there but never works
i could end not pretend and tell you how i feel
coz its a chance we're takin with our love so real
now i dont wanna lie be sumthin that im not
cant promise you the moon and stars but i
swear to you my love
just as i am
i give myself to you
just as i am
ill never make it through
coz you are the love i need
the life inside of me
so here i stand
just as i am
and we'll be together
for always coz true colors never lie
your my everything
my life is in your hands
so take me
just as i am
i give myself to you
just as i am
ill never make it through
coz you are the love i need
the life inside of me
so here i stand
just as i am
it's tv night people. au revoir.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
which executive are you?
Nazira, you're an Art Director!
Suit, schmuit. For you, work isn't about power lunches and hostile takeovers. You're all about creativity and inspiration. That's why you'd be an ideal Art Director. We can just picture you at a draft table or computer, cooking up the perfect logo or layout. Passionate and imaginative, you're better than anyone at coming up with ingenious solutions to difficult problems. (And at making them look great!) You've got artistic flare and then some, and you're a pretty darn good leader, too. Nothing's more exciting than brainstorming with a group of talented, creative people and seeing a project take shape, right? No doubt about it, there's a promotion in your future. So keep up the good work!
clearly, i'm in the wrong job.
do this here.
clearly, i'm in the wrong job.
do this here.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
lights are on but no one's home
i'm so bloody bored it's not funny... sighs. i need to find/ rediscover a passion. soon.
so right, the other day i went to see my bro's new place. it's pretty cool, cos it's prison officer quarters. no, it does not look any different from normal flats. in fact, it's a bit condo- ish. minus the pool. great view of the airport. urhm and the prison. look out the living room window and you can see the inmates if they're outside! hmm...
you know how when you enter a house, you either feel really creeped out or really welcome? we felt really welcome. my favourite room in the house is gonna be the baby's (akan datang) room. and guess what? my sis- in- law wants me to decorate it. :D woohoo! think the extent of 'decorate' is just painting the walls with murals and stuff but who cares? get to exercise my almost dead creativity. hmm gonna need some inspiration... ilham right? this reminds me of that song... 'beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang/ meraba aku dalam kelam...izinkan ku mencuri hayalan denganmu... kau ilhamku' or something like that. think if i ever get a son i'll name him ilham. haha berangan.
anyway.
my mum came into my room just now and dropped some news- i'll probably have to shift to my bro's room after he clears all his stuff out and give up my room to my bro and sisters. noooooooo! cos she says bro's room is too small for the 3 of them to share. agreed. all of them are currently sleeping in the master bedroom and this is a hassle when my dad has to go to work in the morn. agreed. i can claim all the wardrobe space in the room and fill it with my junk without anyone disturbing it. agreed.
why do they not want to sleep in my bro's room? cos the air- con ain't working. bah. i shouldn't have switched my air- con on... cos now they know it's working and i hadn't been using it for the past few months out of sheer choice and not cos i can't. double bah. i'm gonna have to relocate all my worldly possessions, and will possibly have to do this again a few months from now when we shift house due to the enbloc (god willing). triple bah.
then again, what the hell am i complaining about? i LOVE shifting! even if it's just to the room yonder, it represents a fresh start. i also get to declutter and throw out stuff that i'm holding on to due to sentimental reasons but don't really care about anymore as the years dull the memories. woohoo!
uh so yeah. that's the story. i forget what the conclusion is.
so right, the other day i went to see my bro's new place. it's pretty cool, cos it's prison officer quarters. no, it does not look any different from normal flats. in fact, it's a bit condo- ish. minus the pool. great view of the airport. urhm and the prison. look out the living room window and you can see the inmates if they're outside! hmm...
you know how when you enter a house, you either feel really creeped out or really welcome? we felt really welcome. my favourite room in the house is gonna be the baby's (akan datang) room. and guess what? my sis- in- law wants me to decorate it. :D woohoo! think the extent of 'decorate' is just painting the walls with murals and stuff but who cares? get to exercise my almost dead creativity. hmm gonna need some inspiration... ilham right? this reminds me of that song... 'beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang/ meraba aku dalam kelam...izinkan ku mencuri hayalan denganmu... kau ilhamku' or something like that. think if i ever get a son i'll name him ilham. haha berangan.
anyway.
my mum came into my room just now and dropped some news- i'll probably have to shift to my bro's room after he clears all his stuff out and give up my room to my bro and sisters. noooooooo! cos she says bro's room is too small for the 3 of them to share. agreed. all of them are currently sleeping in the master bedroom and this is a hassle when my dad has to go to work in the morn. agreed. i can claim all the wardrobe space in the room and fill it with my junk without anyone disturbing it. agreed.
why do they not want to sleep in my bro's room? cos the air- con ain't working. bah. i shouldn't have switched my air- con on... cos now they know it's working and i hadn't been using it for the past few months out of sheer choice and not cos i can't. double bah. i'm gonna have to relocate all my worldly possessions, and will possibly have to do this again a few months from now when we shift house due to the enbloc (god willing). triple bah.
then again, what the hell am i complaining about? i LOVE shifting! even if it's just to the room yonder, it represents a fresh start. i also get to declutter and throw out stuff that i'm holding on to due to sentimental reasons but don't really care about anymore as the years dull the memories. woohoo!
uh so yeah. that's the story. i forget what the conclusion is.
Friday, May 12, 2006
what's the point in being slow, let's just get this show on the road
i'm updating cos shaz called me a silly cow for not doing so.
not.
wahaha. i went to the gym today after a 2 week 'hiatus'. i didn't blow off today's session cos i had an appointment with one of the trainers. a so called 'follow up' session to see my progress. ie. they want me to part with my moolah after that and give it to them so they can make me do stuff i already know i should but don't cos i'm too lazy and i lack discipline. the last time they attempted this was august 2005.
good news: i'm maintaining my current weight (note: lighter than in aug 2005. last time i weighed myself was last week) and my body fat percentage has dropped. :) this means that i've lost about 5kg of pure fat. woohoo!
bad news: i'm not doing enough resistance and this means that i might lose muscle cos i'm doing too much cardio. it's complicated. no wonder i don't feel as good now as i did last time even though my weight is the same. my muscles are atrophying!!
i also think this is cos i'm more or less in starvation mode. which is not good. i hate it. but most days i have to choose between the devil and the deep blue sea. i don't wanna eat anything too fatty/ oily/ processed but that's all i got. on the other hand i'm too lazy/ busy to make healthy stuff for myself and it's hard to find such nutritious stuff where i work.
so what's the solution? don't eat lor. it sucks. most of the time i grudgingly swallow something cos i might pass out from being so damn hungry. not good. need to get some sort of control over my diet mans.i also wander around aimlessly or shop during my lunch hour cos i can't decide what to have. hmm. yes, i think my bank account is suffering along with my body.
anyways, it was a good pt (personal training) session, felt muscles that i forgot existed. did crunches for the 1st time in god knows how long. i have a valid excuse for this- didn't wanna disturb my piercing with all the movement. wahaha. after the session was when the real challenge began.
he tried to offer me pt sessions, but of cos cannot take just one lah. like a package. mahal gila ok. relek sua. then finally he called his manager to talk to me. fuck, was really in the shits then. the manager was hawt. huge indian guy with rebonded hair, glasses, great bod and good english. cair. haha. no lah, maintain, of cos. he tried his best, offered me something that i found really really hard to resist, but my head just kept screaming nooooooooooooo!
cos it would imply that i can't do it on my own. i've already lost 10 on my own dammit, i can manage the 10 more. hmph. the trainer and the manager even went so far as to compliment my 'beautiful eyes' and 'great smile'. pfft. tell me something i don't know dudes! wahaha. think manager dude sat with me for almost an hour but i managed to hold my ground. haha. your intimidation techniques don't work on me man. pick on someone your own size!
he also loosened up after a while, cos he realised i wasn't about to get pressured into signing up on the spot. told me about this thing called the 'onion butt'. i was like, wtf mate? then he explained, it's the kind of butt, when the person walks into the room and you see it, you wanna cry cos it just looks soo damn good. waahahahahahahhaha. kelakar gila.
this onion butt reminded me of a certain tag that said 'butts can be built with squats but boobs are a gift from god.' adigal should know what i'm talking about. haha. time to build! if eva longoria can add 2 inches to her butt then so can i! then again she has a trainer... oh. wait... doh.
i'm glad i went though. cos it has given me my mojo back. very motivated to go the last mile(s) now. just watch me.
on another issue: we both know it's better if we just let it go. that's all i have to say about that.
not.
wahaha. i went to the gym today after a 2 week 'hiatus'. i didn't blow off today's session cos i had an appointment with one of the trainers. a so called 'follow up' session to see my progress. ie. they want me to part with my moolah after that and give it to them so they can make me do stuff i already know i should but don't cos i'm too lazy and i lack discipline. the last time they attempted this was august 2005.
good news: i'm maintaining my current weight (note: lighter than in aug 2005. last time i weighed myself was last week) and my body fat percentage has dropped. :) this means that i've lost about 5kg of pure fat. woohoo!
bad news: i'm not doing enough resistance and this means that i might lose muscle cos i'm doing too much cardio. it's complicated. no wonder i don't feel as good now as i did last time even though my weight is the same. my muscles are atrophying!!
i also think this is cos i'm more or less in starvation mode. which is not good. i hate it. but most days i have to choose between the devil and the deep blue sea. i don't wanna eat anything too fatty/ oily/ processed but that's all i got. on the other hand i'm too lazy/ busy to make healthy stuff for myself and it's hard to find such nutritious stuff where i work.
so what's the solution? don't eat lor. it sucks. most of the time i grudgingly swallow something cos i might pass out from being so damn hungry. not good. need to get some sort of control over my diet mans.i also wander around aimlessly or shop during my lunch hour cos i can't decide what to have. hmm. yes, i think my bank account is suffering along with my body.
anyways, it was a good pt (personal training) session, felt muscles that i forgot existed. did crunches for the 1st time in god knows how long. i have a valid excuse for this- didn't wanna disturb my piercing with all the movement. wahaha. after the session was when the real challenge began.
he tried to offer me pt sessions, but of cos cannot take just one lah. like a package. mahal gila ok. relek sua. then finally he called his manager to talk to me. fuck, was really in the shits then. the manager was hawt. huge indian guy with rebonded hair, glasses, great bod and good english. cair. haha. no lah, maintain, of cos. he tried his best, offered me something that i found really really hard to resist, but my head just kept screaming nooooooooooooo!
cos it would imply that i can't do it on my own. i've already lost 10 on my own dammit, i can manage the 10 more. hmph. the trainer and the manager even went so far as to compliment my 'beautiful eyes' and 'great smile'. pfft. tell me something i don't know dudes! wahaha. think manager dude sat with me for almost an hour but i managed to hold my ground. haha. your intimidation techniques don't work on me man. pick on someone your own size!
he also loosened up after a while, cos he realised i wasn't about to get pressured into signing up on the spot. told me about this thing called the 'onion butt'. i was like, wtf mate? then he explained, it's the kind of butt, when the person walks into the room and you see it, you wanna cry cos it just looks soo damn good. waahahahahahahhaha. kelakar gila.
this onion butt reminded me of a certain tag that said 'butts can be built with squats but boobs are a gift from god.' adigal should know what i'm talking about. haha. time to build! if eva longoria can add 2 inches to her butt then so can i! then again she has a trainer... oh. wait... doh.
i'm glad i went though. cos it has given me my mojo back. very motivated to go the last mile(s) now. just watch me.
on another issue: we both know it's better if we just let it go. that's all i have to say about that.
Monday, May 08, 2006
someone bitch slap me please
since WHEN did i become so fucking emotional?
fuck it. get a grip, woman!!
Sunday, May 07, 2006
so close yet so far
my hotly contested grc put up a rather good show. 43.92% to the opposition. ooh, so so close. almost half of the residents voted for the opposition. should the ruling party be worried? i reckon, yes, they should.
perhaps we'll see some major improvements in the area as a result of them trying to win us over. what if something like in v for vendetta happened here? that would be awesome.
i hope they put up a good fight next time round. who knows, they might win.
in other news, been feeling damned lethargic lately. think it's the diet. haven't been taking in any good, nutritious foods. bleurgh. perhaps i should do some detoxing. hmm. green tea here i come. i'm sick of the food selection at tampines too. sighs. i need more variety man. or mebbe i just need to stop being lazy and start to bring bekal. haha. but then if i bring bekal how the heck am i supposed to spend the rest of my lunch break? it's not like there are any nice places to sit at in tamp central... without spending, of course. sighs. lousy office doesn't have a lounge area either. bummer.
my theory is that i'm having a bout of sick office syndrome (sos). i don't think it's a coincidence that i've been to the doc 3 times since i started work. i didn't use to get sick so often. once a year, max. it's only been about 9 months. sucks. lucky can claim. otherwise ah, broke man. i love popping pills but i don't like strong medication. think it just fucks things up even more in the long run, u know. bah. i soo need a vacation and a good massage.
p.s. not gonna talk about what rohana, shaz and i did on sat. rohana covered it already haha. one thing's for sure, i'm going back to parkway to do some shopping man. hot tip: use the loos from the 2nd floor upwards. the rest are crowded as hell.
perhaps we'll see some major improvements in the area as a result of them trying to win us over. what if something like in v for vendetta happened here? that would be awesome.
i hope they put up a good fight next time round. who knows, they might win.
in other news, been feeling damned lethargic lately. think it's the diet. haven't been taking in any good, nutritious foods. bleurgh. perhaps i should do some detoxing. hmm. green tea here i come. i'm sick of the food selection at tampines too. sighs. i need more variety man. or mebbe i just need to stop being lazy and start to bring bekal. haha. but then if i bring bekal how the heck am i supposed to spend the rest of my lunch break? it's not like there are any nice places to sit at in tamp central... without spending, of course. sighs. lousy office doesn't have a lounge area either. bummer.
my theory is that i'm having a bout of sick office syndrome (sos). i don't think it's a coincidence that i've been to the doc 3 times since i started work. i didn't use to get sick so often. once a year, max. it's only been about 9 months. sucks. lucky can claim. otherwise ah, broke man. i love popping pills but i don't like strong medication. think it just fucks things up even more in the long run, u know. bah. i soo need a vacation and a good massage.
p.s. not gonna talk about what rohana, shaz and i did on sat. rohana covered it already haha. one thing's for sure, i'm going back to parkway to do some shopping man. hot tip: use the loos from the 2nd floor upwards. the rest are crowded as hell.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
do you have the time...?
list of things i wanna do, and i need good company to do them with:
da vinci code (can't wait for this. loved the book. tho i still think angels and demons is better.)
x- men III (hugh!)
pirates of the carribean II (johnny! orlando!)
scary movie IV (love the tagline- "bury the grudge. burn the village. see the saw". wahahahahhaha.)
just my luck (chick flick! i love lindsay. except when she looked creepy. ie. skinny, blonde, too tanned.)
newpaper big walk (21 may so chop chop ppl! so far rohana has kindly agreed. haha.)
shape run (ok choice btwn 5km and 10km. note: run. so i guess we'll do the 5? 16 july, plenty of time to shape up. and it's women only.)
on an unrelated issue, man i hate it when people rush me first thing in the morn. then again, i hate it when people rush me, period. if it's important enough they will wait! supposed to go to the polls today right, so i thought ok ah relek- relek can go later with my mum b4 she goes to work. then suddenly she's like, eh me and ayah going now, come ah. i'm like hello?? baru bangun pagi, belum mandi, and you want me to go to the polls (where there are probably loads of cameras & reporters and shit. i'm assuming)?? relek sua. so i was like, uh, no. and promptly shut myself up in my room. sheesh. yes, i'm grumpy. bite me.
da vinci code (can't wait for this. loved the book. tho i still think angels and demons is better.)
x- men III (hugh!)
pirates of the carribean II (johnny! orlando!)
scary movie IV (love the tagline- "bury the grudge. burn the village. see the saw". wahahahahhaha.)
just my luck (chick flick! i love lindsay. except when she looked creepy. ie. skinny, blonde, too tanned.)
newpaper big walk (21 may so chop chop ppl! so far rohana has kindly agreed. haha.)
shape run (ok choice btwn 5km and 10km. note: run. so i guess we'll do the 5? 16 july, plenty of time to shape up. and it's women only.)
on an unrelated issue, man i hate it when people rush me first thing in the morn. then again, i hate it when people rush me, period. if it's important enough they will wait! supposed to go to the polls today right, so i thought ok ah relek- relek can go later with my mum b4 she goes to work. then suddenly she's like, eh me and ayah going now, come ah. i'm like hello?? baru bangun pagi, belum mandi, and you want me to go to the polls (where there are probably loads of cameras & reporters and shit. i'm assuming)?? relek sua. so i was like, uh, no. and promptly shut myself up in my room. sheesh. yes, i'm grumpy. bite me.
tribute part deux
wahlau eh, tried to put up these pics the same time i did the last post and i couldn't! so shitty. but here they are in all their glory for your hungry eyes...
yasmine and i under hajar's block... i think this is a nice shot. haha. good food btw, love the fried wanton. i think ah, if i get married i'm gonna serve yong tau foo. wahaha. and get one of those ice- cream apeks in too. hmm. i digress.
the car... i seriously think they should've used the other one. suicide doors!! oh man!! *drool*
hajar looking very proud of herself... good catch!
do you see what i see...? or rather, what is preventing me from seeing. i think the kompang players are ex-mat rocks, now pakcik rocks. loud, very loud.
yet another nice shot. this time at fadzil's side... in an air-con hall. thank god, otherwise my face would've melted. haha. yummy food too!
Friday, May 05, 2006
tribute...
CONGRATULATIONS
HAJAR & FADZIL
ON YOUR MARRIAGE!!
well what can i say, one of my bestfriends of 12 years tied the knot last weekend. bride was gorgeous, groom was dashing, wedding was beautiful and the honoured guests weren't bad looking either. wahaha. anyways, let's just let the pictures do the talking shall we...
this shot on the pelamin was stolen from someone's friendster page. the version i have did not pass the stringent tests of the editor (ie. moi). 1/3 of the people looked bad, so no go.
hajar before the nikah... hehe. the last time we'll see her as a single woman.
hajar and fadzil layaning me. gorgeous pelamin man.
fadzil layaning me. thought it would be cool to have a shot of him peeking in on hajar when she's getting ready. like very the cute and cheeky right? but no... mr happy couldn't do it with a straight face. wahahaha. and who could blame him.
on our way to fadzil's side...
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i need some serious retail therapy
spent almost 50 bucks yesterday on 3 pairs of bonds undies. 50 bucks!! daylight robbery man. they only cost what, between $6-8 in aust? i paid $14-18!! sungguh tidak adil. alas i couldn't wait any longer. perth trip in 4 months. if i wait even another month i'll be going commando most days. ha. ha. ha. let's not go there.
my hands are itchy. i wanna spend. i don't know why. kakis, please please please come out of hiding for the love of god. i just got my much anticipated capitacard. yay! it's so shiny and new and purple and sparkly... heeheehee.
i need shoes. i need tops. i need black workpants (mine are getting so worn out that the stretch bits in the stretch material are showing. i kid you not. thin strands of elastic are sticking out of my pantlegs!). i need more undies. note: need.
someone indulge me please before i go nuts.
my hands are itchy. i wanna spend. i don't know why. kakis, please please please come out of hiding for the love of god. i just got my much anticipated capitacard. yay! it's so shiny and new and purple and sparkly... heeheehee.
i need shoes. i need tops. i need black workpants (mine are getting so worn out that the stretch bits in the stretch material are showing. i kid you not. thin strands of elastic are sticking out of my pantlegs!). i need more undies. note: need.
someone indulge me please before i go nuts.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
because i'm easter bunny- deprived
oh. my. god. ohmygodohmygodohmygod. think i just had what you might call a culinary orgasmic experience. was just sitting there stunned by the divine taste and texture of the fabulously rich and sinful ben & jerry's chunky monkey and phish food. oh. my. god.
imagine creamy vanilla ice-cream at the perfect temperature, giving it a luxe soft finish. now blend in pieces of sweet banana slices, crunchy walnuts and chunks of rich chocolate. mmmmmm. and that's just the chunky monkey.
rich chocolate ice-cream loaded with cute fish shaped choc pieces and swirled with neverending trails of caramel and marshmellow. a chewy, sticky delight. man...
ben & jerry- you guys are fucking awesome.
and they have new flavours out!! check em!! http://www.benjerry.com
if sex really is better than chocolate, or in this case, premium ice- cream, then it's got a helluva lot to beat. hmm. are birth rates higher than the number of people getting diabetes each year?
excuse me while i go lick my bowl clean and ban myself from the fridge. jp morgan chase corporate challenge in 11 days dammit!!
imagine creamy vanilla ice-cream at the perfect temperature, giving it a luxe soft finish. now blend in pieces of sweet banana slices, crunchy walnuts and chunks of rich chocolate. mmmmmm. and that's just the chunky monkey.
rich chocolate ice-cream loaded with cute fish shaped choc pieces and swirled with neverending trails of caramel and marshmellow. a chewy, sticky delight. man...
ben & jerry- you guys are fucking awesome.
and they have new flavours out!! check em!! http://www.benjerry.com
if sex really is better than chocolate, or in this case, premium ice- cream, then it's got a helluva lot to beat. hmm. are birth rates higher than the number of people getting diabetes each year?
excuse me while i go lick my bowl clean and ban myself from the fridge. jp morgan chase corporate challenge in 11 days dammit!!
Friday, April 14, 2006
someone make the pain go away...
i'm having a horrid headache right now, the kind that throbs with a life of it's own. been that way since yesterday. sigh. i'm assuming it's a side effect of the antibiotics i'm taking for the diarrhoea episode i had on wed. 10 times to the loo. i think that's some kinda record man. the thing about this stupid headache is that it's at the back of my head and the throbbing subsides when i hold my breath. so what does this mean? i have to stop breathing to make the pain go away? is death the answer? sighs.
anyways, last sat i co-hosted the annual kampung party held in my neighbourhood. GOH was minister George Yeo. i didn't say that much during the hosting as my co-host seemed intent on reading from his script and not even making eye contact with me so i couldn't cut in and give my two cents worth. bummer ok. so stupid. but i did manage to give an overview of the event and tease the musical act and conduct the lucky draw in a relatively professional manner. that's what i think anyway.
i sat at the GOH table for dinner. wahaha. while the GOH was making his rounds greeting the residents i took the opportunity to swipe some of the kuih lapis at the table for my forever hungry family members... what? it wasn't like he was gonna eat it. cos right after the greetings was the dialogue session.
it was a good dialogue session indeed. he was poised and diplomatic with all his answers to the queries from the residents. he even kept his cool and kept his face straight when an excited elderly resident was spinning him a tale of her house hunting woes. kelakar gila ok.
it was also a pretty lucky night, my family members won 2 of the lucky draw prizes. haha. a rice cooker and a mini cd compo. coincidental, cos before the event started i told my lil bro, we are gonna take home the cd player thingy. haha. no, no kelong cos i wasn't the one who picked the numbers ok. i merely read them out. haha.
sadly this may be the last kampung party before our enbloc sale. we're all hoping that it'll happen really really soon. many of the residents have already gone househunting sia! so if anyone who lives in the east happens to know someone who's moving out of a flat that's big enough for 6 people, let me know!! we're aiming for a jumbo flat i reckon. or a 5 room exec. i already have my furniture picked out. essential items are a loft bed (maximise space. i hate clutter), floor to ceiling mirrors, wall to wall wardrobe and no roommates. :)
ya, i'm dreaming. hehehe. ok back to nursing my poor head and cleaning out my closet. i have gots to go to the gym more often man. can't fit anymore! nooooo!
anyways, last sat i co-hosted the annual kampung party held in my neighbourhood. GOH was minister George Yeo. i didn't say that much during the hosting as my co-host seemed intent on reading from his script and not even making eye contact with me so i couldn't cut in and give my two cents worth. bummer ok. so stupid. but i did manage to give an overview of the event and tease the musical act and conduct the lucky draw in a relatively professional manner. that's what i think anyway.
i sat at the GOH table for dinner. wahaha. while the GOH was making his rounds greeting the residents i took the opportunity to swipe some of the kuih lapis at the table for my forever hungry family members... what? it wasn't like he was gonna eat it. cos right after the greetings was the dialogue session.
it was a good dialogue session indeed. he was poised and diplomatic with all his answers to the queries from the residents. he even kept his cool and kept his face straight when an excited elderly resident was spinning him a tale of her house hunting woes. kelakar gila ok.
it was also a pretty lucky night, my family members won 2 of the lucky draw prizes. haha. a rice cooker and a mini cd compo. coincidental, cos before the event started i told my lil bro, we are gonna take home the cd player thingy. haha. no, no kelong cos i wasn't the one who picked the numbers ok. i merely read them out. haha.
sadly this may be the last kampung party before our enbloc sale. we're all hoping that it'll happen really really soon. many of the residents have already gone househunting sia! so if anyone who lives in the east happens to know someone who's moving out of a flat that's big enough for 6 people, let me know!! we're aiming for a jumbo flat i reckon. or a 5 room exec. i already have my furniture picked out. essential items are a loft bed (maximise space. i hate clutter), floor to ceiling mirrors, wall to wall wardrobe and no roommates. :)
ya, i'm dreaming. hehehe. ok back to nursing my poor head and cleaning out my closet. i have gots to go to the gym more often man. can't fit anymore! nooooo!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
with family like this, who needs enemies?
remember the sister i was so proud of 2 posts ago? well, she is a fucking cunt from hell who should just go take a long walk off a short cliff.
why? cos she is not a decent human being who deserves to live. there, i said it.
imagine this:
you come back home after a looong day trip to KL where you spent 3/4 of the time in a car that should get scrapped, travelling on bumpy, potholed 'across the border' roads. every bump makes your new piercing hurt like a bitch. the first thing you wanna do when you get home is to jump in the shower, survey the damage done and fix it. quickly. you also wanna get it over with cos you wanna talk to your bf whom you haven't spoken to all day.
the fucking cunt picks the exact time you reach home to head upstairs and go into the bathroom. she washes her face with the freaking shower. who the fuck does that? several times. please lah, washing your face that many times won't make it look any better ok. bitch. i say, hey hurry up, i wanna mandi. she ignores it. i think, ok maybe she didn't hear me cos of the running water. i go inside to wash my contact lens case and i repeat myself. she snaps back, wait lah. i say, quick lah. you know what the cheebye said?
'eat shit.'
i say nothing. cos if i do, somebody will get hurt. physically. and i'm not talking about me.
i can't stand people who waste resources. in this case, water. can't use the sink is it? can't turn off the shower when you leave the bathroom to take something?
i can't stand people who deliberately make life difficult for others/ are inconsiderate. i don't think she ever uses her brain to think of others. why the hell couldn't she have done all that sooner? she had plenty of time before we got back.
i can't stand people who have no respect for others. rude piece of turd.
please remind me never to speak to her ever again. until such time when she behaves like a decent human being.
please remind me not to treat her like a sister. until such time when she acts like one.
please remind me never to do anything nice for her ever again. until such time when she does something nice for me. cos now that i think about it, she hasn't done anything of the sort.
there.
btw, there was a freaking flying cockroach in my room the size of my thumb. aaaarrrgghhhh!! think it's somewhere behind my dresser now, dying a slow and painful death after i sprayed it. please please please let it die. die bitch die. now i have to go and disinfect all the stuff on my dresser, chuck out my cotton facial squares and wash my waterbottle and lens stuff thoroughly. argh. i'm too tired for this shit. tomorrow ah tomorrow. tonight i will be sleeping with my mouth shut. just in case. i hope my lindt bunny is still edible.
why? cos she is not a decent human being who deserves to live. there, i said it.
imagine this:
you come back home after a looong day trip to KL where you spent 3/4 of the time in a car that should get scrapped, travelling on bumpy, potholed 'across the border' roads. every bump makes your new piercing hurt like a bitch. the first thing you wanna do when you get home is to jump in the shower, survey the damage done and fix it. quickly. you also wanna get it over with cos you wanna talk to your bf whom you haven't spoken to all day.
the fucking cunt picks the exact time you reach home to head upstairs and go into the bathroom. she washes her face with the freaking shower. who the fuck does that? several times. please lah, washing your face that many times won't make it look any better ok. bitch. i say, hey hurry up, i wanna mandi. she ignores it. i think, ok maybe she didn't hear me cos of the running water. i go inside to wash my contact lens case and i repeat myself. she snaps back, wait lah. i say, quick lah. you know what the cheebye said?
'eat shit.'
i say nothing. cos if i do, somebody will get hurt. physically. and i'm not talking about me.
i can't stand people who waste resources. in this case, water. can't use the sink is it? can't turn off the shower when you leave the bathroom to take something?
i can't stand people who deliberately make life difficult for others/ are inconsiderate. i don't think she ever uses her brain to think of others. why the hell couldn't she have done all that sooner? she had plenty of time before we got back.
i can't stand people who have no respect for others. rude piece of turd.
please remind me never to speak to her ever again. until such time when she behaves like a decent human being.
please remind me not to treat her like a sister. until such time when she acts like one.
please remind me never to do anything nice for her ever again. until such time when she does something nice for me. cos now that i think about it, she hasn't done anything of the sort.
there.
btw, there was a freaking flying cockroach in my room the size of my thumb. aaaarrrgghhhh!! think it's somewhere behind my dresser now, dying a slow and painful death after i sprayed it. please please please let it die. die bitch die. now i have to go and disinfect all the stuff on my dresser, chuck out my cotton facial squares and wash my waterbottle and lens stuff thoroughly. argh. i'm too tired for this shit. tomorrow ah tomorrow. tonight i will be sleeping with my mouth shut. just in case. i hope my lindt bunny is still edible.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
why i'm not in miss singapore universe
Q1 Why did you join Miss Singapore Universe?
because i'm sick of seeing a) girls who cannot make it b) girls who kena langgar lorry (twice) c) girls who resemble lolliops/ stick insects/ other phallic symbols. i am none of these things, thank you.
Q2 What is your best physical feature?
hmm where do i start... i'm the whole package baybee. face of an angel with a body (almost) built for sin. wahaha.
Q3 What is your main appeal?
i'm humble.
Q4 What's a typical day in your life like?
there are no typical days, dahling. i hate routine. whining and bitching about work is an every day ritual though. don't get me started on how working life sucks here. but if i must: wake up, contemplate going to the gym, pack gym stuff, go to work, contemplate about going to the gym, decide not to go, decide to go, decide not to go, leave office, walk halfway to the gym, go to the gym/ catch a bus home depending on how can't be bothered i feel, do my thang, go home.
Q5 What's one phrase you can't stop using?
i say 'ok' and 'hmm' a lot. but those can hardly be called phrases right... 'i dunno'.
Q6 Tell us one thing about you that people are always surprised to learn about.
hmm i dunno. they're usually surprised to learn that i'm a closet artist. well, new people. old friends know that i am. don't practice much nowadays though, so maybe that's why it's a surprise. did i mention i'm a grassroots leader too? haha.
Q7 If you could have one superhero ability, what would it be?
i wanna be invisible. so i can turn spy or go assasinate/ saboh people i don't like.
Q8 To you, who embodies the perfect woman and why?
there is no such thing as a perfect woman, or man. we can only aim for excellence, perfection is god's business. a woman of excellence would be... hmm. every single woman out there who juggles work, family and a neanderthal, and looks good doing it.
Q9 What is the biggest problem facing the Singapore society today?
we don't use our voices to speak up against injustices towards us. we put up with bullshit because we're too afraid to lose whatever little we already have. always remember that if you give an inch, they will take a mile. we need to fight for our rights.
Q10 What would you most like to be remembered for?
i'd like to be remembered for being a strong person who holds on to her principles and beliefs no matter the cost. oh oh i'd like to be remembered for my wicked sense of humour and witticisms too.
Q11 How do you cope with wolf-whistles on the street?
i don't get wolf whistles. thanks for bruising my ego, thanks ah. do lust-filled stares count? wahaha.
Q12 If you could recommend a TV show to anyone, what would it be and why?
i would recommend the shows on the discovery channels. documentaries, if you like. at least you're learning something and your brain isn't getting turned to mush.
Q13 What is the best advice someone has ever given you?
doing your best is not enough, sometimes you have to do what is required.- courtesy of yours truly. swiped off some site.
Q14 What do you look for in a career and why?
job satisfaction is key. if i'm not enjoying my work then it's going to be tough indeed. also, i have to do something that benefits people and is not profit driven. i think consumerism is rotting away all our morals and values and i do not want to contribute to that.
Q15 Any personal life mission(s)?
get married and get laid. in that order.
because i'm sick of seeing a) girls who cannot make it b) girls who kena langgar lorry (twice) c) girls who resemble lolliops/ stick insects/ other phallic symbols. i am none of these things, thank you.
Q2 What is your best physical feature?
hmm where do i start... i'm the whole package baybee. face of an angel with a body (almost) built for sin. wahaha.
Q3 What is your main appeal?
i'm humble.
Q4 What's a typical day in your life like?
there are no typical days, dahling. i hate routine. whining and bitching about work is an every day ritual though. don't get me started on how working life sucks here. but if i must: wake up, contemplate going to the gym, pack gym stuff, go to work, contemplate about going to the gym, decide not to go, decide to go, decide not to go, leave office, walk halfway to the gym, go to the gym/ catch a bus home depending on how can't be bothered i feel, do my thang, go home.
Q5 What's one phrase you can't stop using?
i say 'ok' and 'hmm' a lot. but those can hardly be called phrases right... 'i dunno'.
Q6 Tell us one thing about you that people are always surprised to learn about.
hmm i dunno. they're usually surprised to learn that i'm a closet artist. well, new people. old friends know that i am. don't practice much nowadays though, so maybe that's why it's a surprise. did i mention i'm a grassroots leader too? haha.
Q7 If you could have one superhero ability, what would it be?
i wanna be invisible. so i can turn spy or go assasinate/ saboh people i don't like.
Q8 To you, who embodies the perfect woman and why?
there is no such thing as a perfect woman, or man. we can only aim for excellence, perfection is god's business. a woman of excellence would be... hmm. every single woman out there who juggles work, family and a neanderthal, and looks good doing it.
Q9 What is the biggest problem facing the Singapore society today?
we don't use our voices to speak up against injustices towards us. we put up with bullshit because we're too afraid to lose whatever little we already have. always remember that if you give an inch, they will take a mile. we need to fight for our rights.
Q10 What would you most like to be remembered for?
i'd like to be remembered for being a strong person who holds on to her principles and beliefs no matter the cost. oh oh i'd like to be remembered for my wicked sense of humour and witticisms too.
Q11 How do you cope with wolf-whistles on the street?
i don't get wolf whistles. thanks for bruising my ego, thanks ah. do lust-filled stares count? wahaha.
Q12 If you could recommend a TV show to anyone, what would it be and why?
i would recommend the shows on the discovery channels. documentaries, if you like. at least you're learning something and your brain isn't getting turned to mush.
Q13 What is the best advice someone has ever given you?
doing your best is not enough, sometimes you have to do what is required.- courtesy of yours truly. swiped off some site.
Q14 What do you look for in a career and why?
job satisfaction is key. if i'm not enjoying my work then it's going to be tough indeed. also, i have to do something that benefits people and is not profit driven. i think consumerism is rotting away all our morals and values and i do not want to contribute to that.
Q15 Any personal life mission(s)?
get married and get laid. in that order.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
sudden avalanche of great news
i got my bonus this month. but ssssshhhh don't tell anyone. i'm gonna hoard it away for a rainy day or a day i feel like a bit of sunshine. ie., shopping, travelling, other frivolous expenses. oh ya, my masters too.
my sis got into nus biz admin. not that i'm surprised cos she's been top 10% in her poly every single year. very proud and happy for her. save money also, no need to go overseas. wahaha.
my sis in law is pregnant! this means that my bro will be a FATHER. that i cannot get over. another thing that's even harder to get over is- i'm gonna be a MAKCIK. how unglam is that sia? baby's coming in nov... wicked.
my aunt is giving birth in a couple of weeks. should see her stomach man, she's huuuuuuge. can't wait. hehehe. new toy new toy!
nah not gonna elaborate on any of the above. malas ah. just squeal along, people, squeal along.
my sis got into nus biz admin. not that i'm surprised cos she's been top 10% in her poly every single year. very proud and happy for her. save money also, no need to go overseas. wahaha.
my sis in law is pregnant! this means that my bro will be a FATHER. that i cannot get over. another thing that's even harder to get over is- i'm gonna be a MAKCIK. how unglam is that sia? baby's coming in nov... wicked.
my aunt is giving birth in a couple of weeks. should see her stomach man, she's huuuuuuge. can't wait. hehehe. new toy new toy!
nah not gonna elaborate on any of the above. malas ah. just squeal along, people, squeal along.
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